the 30th July 2009.

today my beloved friends had made up a party, a farewell party, for me. its really fun. i never know i would have such crazy friends, funny and kns. we had our party in procter. well, some of them might thinks that, ohmygod, why did they chose this place, this is so fucking small and hot, we should go somewhere nice-er and cold-er. but well, i chose that place just because its small, so we can get closer, it just wont make me felt left out anyways. looks like i am abit loner. LOL. anyways, should start with today, from the morning.

well, in the morning, as usual, i went to school to take pictures with them. after school, i went to arena, pool for the whole afternoon with them. afterthat, i went to KB by bus. with all my friends. its really fun. we talk about gangsters. and when we reached KB, we made fun of on of the friends. its really LOL. XD afterthat, we went to procter, and began our dinner.

i admit that, in one of the very moment, my tears were just at the edge of falling. when i saw the cake and the wordings, the card with all the signatures, and all my friends with a smiley. im seriously touched. its been a long time i never had those feelings.

the cake, with oreo biscuits topping. with wordings;

farewell to teddy. WMY

god, you guys just made me started to feel bad. i cant hold my tears at that moment when i read that. you guys are so sweet. even now im being so sissy. you guys just made me wanna intro you all. damn, i'll just start with who comes up to my mind first.

he's quite tall. a little plump size. with no specs on. the one who always escape classes with me in school, the one who always stand by my side no matter what happens, we do bad things together, we break the school rules together. we sang in high pitch while passing by classes. the one, my best bud. its really a spoil, that you didnt come with us today, its really a spoil. besides all of them, i wanted to spend my last day with you too, but its better too. i guess i'll really cry if you did come. my bud, you'll always be in my mind, forever. all those times we walked by, how you helped me out. everything, everything, everything is going to be in my mind, no matter what.

she's a short girl, a little not too thin, just fit. the one who always have a lot of love problems. the one who likes to hang out. there's nothing much i can describe about. just one word, pretty. but there's something i could say, stick with your heart, do what you want, just not some bad things that will hurt others. in a good way, you can find someone better than those who doesnt deserve you. you are pretty, you are kind enough, just dont get confused by your so called mature mind, everyone had a mistake, dont get afraid that you would choose the wrong one, everyone does, nothing is 100% right.

well, this girl, a little bit not too tall or short, just average. cant deny that, shes really pretty and cute. but just she likes to be alone, i mean some kind of emo? im not going to comment with the attitude, everyone had their own style of living. its normal. but there's a strong difference between the few years back's her and now's. i guess i dont need to mention. we all knew it, then it's enough. but anyways, should take more rest, take care always. got to know that you're serious weak.

she's a little clumsy. =PP a little bit crazy. but well, she's KNS too! she is always the right person to get along with. first, she is not that lcly. second, she is not stupid, my mom says that we should get close with clever ones. XDDD third, she is a responsible one, this is what i really do admire alot. but sometimes, just dont take everything too hard, its always okay for a short rest. well, this is also for Oneisia. xP

he, the steam man. xD well, the one who got boobs, a good one to be with too. he is crazy, playful and a serious nice person. i didnt get to know him, ahh, should i say, i didnt get close with him since i started school. i started to be close with him since last few weeks or 1 month ago. within all these days, i knew that he is a good boy, his mouth said that he is like this like that, but he is not. haha. in other words, he say only, but dont dare to do anything. XPP but if be his gf, i think the gf will be really lucky, eventho he doesnt have a really good appearance like me. LOL! but i think he would be really sweet with his gf, a boy who all girls ever wanted, just he didnt show it out.

ahh, this one. not really tall, but just average. the one that we can tell out our everything to. i dont know why everytime i saw her, i just trust her, eventho i dont used to trust anyone so easily. but she's just the fucking exception. she is really kind, a little bit crazy too. she is easy to get with. she is damn friendly. xPP but in the same time, everytime i saw her, she is like in pain. O.O why this feeling occurs anyway?

the handsome one, and tall. the one who plays guitar the best of the best. who sings well too. with alot of admirers. having a nice attitude, but i guess a little bit shy. XDD but a clever one. =/

wow, this girl, the one who is clever, speaks well, plays well, dances well and sings well i guess? she is into piano, into some dances and into books. omfg, how could someone be so talented. =/ i guess she will really earn good money. xPP that time dont forget to lanja me. XDD

hmm. this girl is kind, reponsible, pretty and sexy. xDD but she is emotional. that doesnt match her style. she is great too, its fun to be with her. she plays piano, guitar and she studies well. but sometimes just dont take things so hard, time is precious and less but yet we still have plenty of them. we are great that we try harder and harder if we failed, Erna, you can do better, dont get so frustrated.

well, this guy. =.= i dont know what i can say about him, he is tall and he is very clever, there's nothing i can say about him. LOL. still, a PRO pianist.

the one that i treat as my sister. she is having a seriously cute face, yet pretty and sexy. =P i just cant forget her laughters, she is easy to get with. a little bit rude, but thats making her unique. having a great nice attitude, towards friends. she is not tall, just the height that a 13 years old should have. xPP the messy long hair and the sexy poses that accentuate her sexy body. well, someone says that she is fat and ugly, well, i ever said that too, but that seriously wrong, and i said that just to make fun, not real one. =PP but theres something that really doesnt match her style. =/ i just dont wanna say more, take things easy, dont need to be so ermm, how to say, like erm, cumbersome. its not good to be like that. making you older nia. xP

the guy who having a fit body, tall and nice looking. he is clever and sporty. doesnt complain much. just that he doesnt have the guts to say what he is thinking. he should have his own pride, be a man. xD but still, my brother. x)

the one that i regret i didnt invite her to my farewell. but well, i think its because i knew that she wont come. but still, im so gonna wish her good luck in everything, in love, in studies, in family, in friends.

well, i think i should stop here. im having gastric again. ahh. there's so many quotes, but i dont wanna write it here. anyways, i hope this memory, will not fade away. this is the moment we should keep in mind forever. brothers/sisters forever.